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Feb. 13th, 2012

Starry Eyed

As we laid under the stars, a meteor shower began. It looked like silent fireworks coming at us. Her warmth was amazing against my side as we watched the falling stars.

Kissing her hair, I pulled her a little closer.

"What was your favorite cartoon when you were little?"

Nov. 16th, 2010

LookinUp

Kick Ass

The night was quiet, the air still. There was no breeze, making it harder to pick up the scent of nearby demons and or vampires.

Stepping closer to Buffy, I reached for her hand. As our fingers intertwined she gave me a warm smile.

"This is ... boring." I smiled at her.

Oct. 10th, 2006

Forever and After Post

Sitting in front of the fire I sighed with content. It'd been centuries since I'd actually been able to walk around in the day so being about to stroll through the park, stepping on leaves was so sentimental. I especially loved the walks Buffy and I usually took in the afternoon; warm sun on our faces with a nice breeze so you're not too hot.

I had to get use to wearing sweaters and socks because as a vampire temperature never really was an issue but being newly human I could actually feel the difference between hot, warm, cool, and cold.

I was adjusting well to my new life; girlfriend, home, and job. I worked for a construction company with Xander. He put in a good word and Willow created a past for me. It wasn't too hard, at work every one called me Angel and the one Irish guy actually started calling me Liam. It was nice talking to him during lunch, asking about home, and figuring out how things had changed since I was a boy. Upon meeting him I promised myself I'd take Buffy there for a vacation sometime or another.

It'd been a long day and it felt good to be home. My man-slayer abilities let me hear the car pull into the driveway and soon after I heard a door close then our front door open.
'Angel', Buffy was home.
"In here baby."

Jan. 21st, 2005

Forever I'll Be Hers

As I drove away from the godforsaken town my heart broke. I had been to hell to be tortured but leaving her hurt worse. I thought back to that first day I saw her. Bouncy, blonde, and sucking on a lollipop. I watched her face fall as her watcher told her the prophesy.

For years I had no meaning or life. I never truely had a life even when I was alive. I drank and slept around, which was very unsanitary for that time. She was the only person to warm my cold heart and love my tortured soul.

Three years we had known each other and a little less than two we had been together. I lost my soul to a moment of happiness that she had provided after a century of lonliness.

I remember being Angelus. I remember every detail and those months played over and over in my head like a movie. I couldn't risk hurting her again. Even though I knew my departure would be painful. However, I thought that in the long run she'd be better off.

I couldn't have been more wrong. She never loved anyone the way she loved me, I know no one else will ever take my place in her heart or even come close. Spike she cared about but I was her first, in many aspects.

As the rain pours down on me and I stare at the oncoming army I think of her and how she made me into a champion.

February 2012

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